262. Sometimes I want to hug you, you know? Tell you that it'll be okay. That there's never going to be another. I wish I could tell you that little Hailea cares and that she always will, no matter how much we fight. I wish I had the guts to stand by you instead of moving forward and leaving you hanging. I wish I could learn to glue my feet to the floor instead of always running away. I wish these thoughts would stop and that the world would stop spinning, just for a fleeting moment so that I could open my eyes and realize. This is it. There's no turning back.
(via 11-eleven-wishes)
